So work is making me mad, i cant find a new job and Lorne and I are like "taking a break" yet he wants a lil space wants me to go out and do shit yet he keeps talking about moving in and thata nd i have no fricken clue whats going on, so its the normal love drama for me lol

other than that im officially stomped and stuck with my course blah so thats another stress added but its fun if i could just understand certin aspects for lenses for different situations that he wants lol BARRRRRGH lol

O and my mother disowned me lol, my like only friend isnt talking to me anymore since i left last weekend cause her and her "friend" with benifits were smoking it up (it hurts my lungs to be around) i left and she got mad so blag to that too, so that might mean no photoshoot which fucking sucks monkey balls cause i bought shit and got things ready and she does this BLAHHHH

So now its a new month and man do i hope i get far along my course, shit figures shit out, people grow up and work stops being a high school drama filled place.

sorry had to vent
love you all guys

Clubs
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Haha so my luck has turned and i didnt even go looking for it either lol.

Ok heres the story...

Last night i was working Drive Thru at my job and saw the girl in the car had a TRU bag (university bag)full of books so while waiting for her bagle to come up i asked to be nice how her first day of classes went, she simply replied excellent how were yours?
I replied with im taking this yr off and taking my photography course online through the photography institute and will return for my second yr in my BFA programe next yr to take on film photography.

well at this point her bagle was ready and i grabed it as i was handing her the bagle she asked if i was interested in doing weddings and that i said of course thats what i someday want to get into she handed me a paper and at teh top it said photorapher she asked me if i would be interested in doing a wedding for her i glady agreed
wrote my name, cell and email and said i will send of my stuff to her when she has a chance to contact me

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IM SO EXCITED!!!
o and this is like my 3rd journal in a row wow im really keeping up now eh lol

I woke up this morning and stared doing the dishes right perfectly normal really. well my roomie/co-worker lives with me to help pay rent, ok again normal. well shes been sick for the past week and a half, heres where my vent comes in; So doing the dishes that are in the kitchen already wasnt so bad i walked out to my room graved a few glasses ok now im done those walked into the living room and low and behold a huge glass with something purple and a spoon in it but heres the toper (literlly the topper) MOLD was on top alone with lil flys and crap, it smelt i about puked and refused to clean the living room

I'm going away for 5 days here soon to go see my boyfriend , maybe attend a wedding (depending on money atm) and too see off his son to his first yr of preschool on the 14th
well for me to be able to do this i want the place clean, but as soon as i get to work im telling her shes got till i get home to clean that living room and her nasty dishes. shes also got food, dishes, garbage, clothes and towels. (keep in mind she had this nasty virus/flu and i didnt want to catch it so i lived in my room the whole time i havent even steped out to the living room till now) the bathroom toilet needs cleaning cause she was puking its all over it gross.

I live with a slob i cant stand it
list of shit she does:

1. Never has taken the garbage out
2. VERY rarely ever does a dish unless i hold her hand through it all
3. Eats my food my parents bought for ONLY ME!!
4. Tells me to take out MY garbage
5. Sits on her ass in front of the TV all day doing nothing
6. She wont do anything you ask her too unless you hold her hand along the way
7. I understand shes new to the whole living on your own but i gave her 3 months to get out of it now its time to live cause were on month 5!

Guess what she made a mistake of letting me sign the agreement, the apartment is in my name and if shit dont change shes got 30 days to get the hell out and go back to mommy and daddy.

Ok so i have been picking up my camera

I have uploaded some photos for now I have also been writing which will soon and try to convert to the comp soon so i can upload those as well lol

Im starting my course on the 18th
so i'll be sure to keep adding and this time update more often im not gonna fall back lol

i have lots of fun pics as well which i add to my facebook
look for me if you want or ask me to add you
My name is Lisa Thornton just message and say hi im from DA and you can see my random pics that i do when im out and what im up too

I havent felt worthy of DA in a long time but i guess i finally got the insperation i've needed

I'll try and update this journal as well with my adventures lol

O and have i mentioned ive entered a contest LOL TODAY a day before it closes lol its the Elements contest by
this is the one i entered :thumb136157229:
Check it out

well i am off to make dinner hopfuly i am back haha

o and i been working lots too so bare with me i have lots more to look through and none have been editted at all sorry if i swamped you dev box *puppy eyes* just hope your happy to see me back

LOVE YOU ALL and thank you all for your love back

~Lisa

we clash at times yes, we dont see eye to eye at times yes, we fight, o we fight. but we both do things the other doesnt like, i bite my tongue a lot but when i try to speak u always say dont start so i bite it more
but we do have our great times, we always have, but im starting to realize were not having as many as we use too
maybe i am too young, to immature, but you talk about me talking down to you as u pronounce to all my friends or who ever we are with “i tell her to shut up, and guess what she does. It saves her from being her mother” yeah but thats why i don’t have a voice cause u snap. But its not all me you need to learn to talk
lorne maybe we are best off friends if anything before i totaly ruin all of this cause i want u in my life but ik i cant have you by myside

why is it i always ask what do u want to do then u yell at me more

i so need to get away and out of here hes treated me like shit from month 4 its almost 2 yrs